The old is gold

I have collected some of the oldest posts I had written on this blog since May 2006. In fact, some of the very starting posts have been deleted unfortunately. The very first post was on education which has been recently deleted from this blog , but fortunately I have recovered it and posted on this blog  the link is here . Just click the next word  : Education . I was just learning the art of blogging, I had a setback . There were problems started in my life. I felt alone. In those lonely years, writing was with me. But I appeared very rarely on the screen . Now a days, I am in the comeback stage. I am rearranging my resources . I have found few of the posts which are given below  ...

My days

                           For last few days I am feeling somewhat in two minds. What to do is my first question. What exactly shall I do is my next topic. Strange incidents are happening . Where to look for help, I am not able to find. I am trying to find my way through. Where to go, how to go, these are my problems. I must look into my mind now. I am going to do that now. Then I will take next steps.

More later.

The End.

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Mothertounge is a first language. I have expressed in my mothertounge here.

                         दोन वर्षापासून अनेक त्रासदायक प्रसंगातून प्रवास होत आहे . पण मी पुढेच चाललो आहे . दोन वर्षानी इथे लिहितो आहे ! कालचे काल झाले . आज हे नव्याने हाल झाले ! असे असले तरी अंतरीचे शब्द थांबण्यातले नव्हतेच ! आजही ते थांबत नाहीत ! पण रात्र आता फार झाली . गात्र आता गार झाली . या अवस्थेत तरी थांबले पाहिजे .  पुन्हा भेटुच !

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Days have changed !

                        Yes, the days have changed ! When I came to my native place, everything was like a fog . The picture was not clear. My difficulties were increased. I had to reestablish myself on my job. I had to recover the lost relations. I had lost everything when I was thrown out of this place. I am greatful to God who gave me the super conditions which I wanted most . I got everything running smoothly, as I wished very badly . If you want to win over the world, you first have to conqure yourself . The God gave me chance to conqure me, to overcome and control my emotions. I am thankful to him. I am also thankful to my boss and co-emplyees. Now the days have changed and the picture is much more clear .

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I will write . . . I will write . . .

slowly slowly I am going to fight

how may be the situation is  tight

though I am walking through blackout

I know somewhere there will be light .

I will write . . . I will write . . .

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... And I have started writing once again.  This time with more positive note  ! I am enjoying  it more this time.  The year is about to end and there is Happy Christmas mood everywhere  ! There is lovely atmosphere to cheer  ! I was borned on 28th November and one month end comes in Happy Christmas time every year  !  Every year I celebrate my one month growth  ! Ha...  Ha...  Ha... Feeling nice to know that I am of one month  ! Actually it is an addition of a month to all the previous years,  but I feel younger  ! In this young mood I have started to write  !I wish Happy Christmas , I wish happy year end and I also wish Happy New Year to all my friends in the world  ! More to come here... Pl wait eagerly  !

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                  My dear readers , on 28th Nov. this year I am entering in 59th year ! Again , I am going to retire from office after just 02 more days , i.e. on the 30th Nov . ! I am writing in details about this on my another blog , " dehdays" . I am giving here a link to that blog page for you .https://dehdays.blogspot.com/p/blog-page.html

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                             It is a previous story .

                     Yes it is a previous story . It tells you my old days. I have been a child , I have been a youth and now I am an old fellow. I have come here from a longer distance , travelling many years and gathering a lot of experiences. The journey has never been easy for me . At first , one thing is quite clear about me. I haven't received anything easily . Never . Everything has been delayed or escaped from my hands while coming into my  hands . I have been deprived of many things by life. I have seen me laughing genuinely for very little times . In fact, on many occassions, I had to laugh. I have been inspiring people to laugh ,  but I have not been able to laugh truly . Now the situation has slightly improved but still there is something that is disturbing me. Let it be apart, we are speaking on previous story . Yes, it is a previous story that I am talking here . It is a lengthy of fiftyeight complete years , but I will keep it short .

                      I don't remember anything before five years of age. I have memories after four years . I don't recall the persons , places of those first four years of my life . I don't know what happened in those four years . I can remember few incidents from my fifth year . It is strange but true . Relatives say , I was borned in Vengurla and it is also written on my school leaving certificate . I went to my birthplace Vengurla in thirtyfirst year of my life when I was married ! Don't you feel it strange ? It is strange but true ! My father was in government service and he was posted in Vengurla where I have been borned ! It was a great feeling to be in birthplace after 30 years !